If I could strike all days like this from my life, from my memory, from existence in any form, I would be a much happier Kelly. If I could somehow let go of the past and realize that no, not everyone is trying to disassemble me, I would be a much happier Kelly. If I could react to situations like a normal human being, I would be... well, I would be less likely to end up in the mental ward of the county hospital.
Damn. it. all.